Downward spiral

The situation here is getting pretty tough. And with what seems to be an exasperating new leash of hope come end this week, I have no idea what to do.

This stagnation is very worrying. And what seems to be an impending bout of effort required and responsibilities worries me just as much. It prolly will be better for my mental, financial and physical health, but I am lost.

I just don’t want to be slapped with challenges that I find beyond my means to handle. I hate that feeling.

And I hate begging people for things. So. I’m not sure. Really.

Guess we’ll just have to see.

~ by janathema on March 11, 2009.